NERVES!

So it's 12:44 Thursday evening and yup, I'm wide awake. This is even more impressive as I was awake today at 3:30am. Al's got NERVES keeping her up! I'm worried. I'm scared. This is somewhat shocking to Al. There's nothing really to be nervous about. Well, there is, but that's another matter. But the two in combination are making it especially hard to get anything accomplished! There is so much to do yet and it's so difficult to concentrate! Where am I going again? Why?!? What could possibly be my reasoning for abandoning my friends and rats and running off to Ireland? Is this really a good idea? I swear, I feel like a doubtful bachelor just before the wedding. But I also know that it's the most natural thing in the world for me to do. Of COURSE I'm going to spend three months in Ireland. Duh! Why wouldn't I? It's the sort of adventure that life is all about.

Reservations my friends. Turns out I have reservations. Whoda thought it? It's just so crazy to imagine myself a week from now, my world turned upside-down. I'm gonna love it, I know I am. If nothing else I'll love the change from the norm, the shaking up of life, THAT'S why I'm going, THAT'S why I'm leaving my comfort zone and pushing the boundaries of this life that maybe has become a bit too organized.

Sweet.

Now let's see about hopefully passing out...